Sunday, November 22, 2015

Alone Time

This is another time when she requested to be alone and of course I'll allow that, I know people need to be alone, but I wish she'd talk about it up front instantly. This would allow me to help her rather than her sit in a pit of sorrow attempting to remove whatever pain it is from her mind by playing Osu!. I'd rather he straight up say what's on her mind so that I could help her. Maybe I'm just being insensible to her thoughts and actions. But one thing I wish I could always know is "What is wrong?" because if I knew the answer to that question then I could comfort her to the best of my abilities, but messaging me saying you need time alone only scares me, it worries me, and pains me to think about whats wrong, and if this is just sounding like I'm crazy, well, it's because I tend to worry more than I should and end up over exaggerating the image in my head of what's going on rather then envisioning the reality.

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